Blue Rose

There are many flowers in the garden
The Lord God has given
They are beautiful and magnificent
Ecstatic feeling when you smell their scent

They are very colorful and pleasing to the eyes
That can ease your burdens of breathing deep sighs
They are the sunflowers, red roses and tulips
So enticing like a kissable lips

But wait by the way, I see something very strange
Weird but interesting, noticeable even at a far range
It’s a blue rose! Wow, this is rare
It is God’s gift of tender loving care

Yes, I guess there are many flowers
But there is only one which is unique among the others
A flower that is rare and precious
So beautiful, lovely and mysterious

Whats going on?

I'm beginning to become impulsive again. And sure there is something wrong that is happening and I can't figure out what it is. Its some kind of paranoia build-up in my psyche that I could not control and I don't know why. It is as if a part of my heart has been taken from me and it's lost.

It in the morning until evening, series of call has been made but no single answer. Then, on line, series of messages sent but received only one. i don't know what is happening. Until now I feel uneasy.

Its like stress building up and start attacking my system. My guts is uneasy, my chest in nervous and i am trembling.

Please God, I know you can do something about in this concern. You are one who only know what to do and how it will going to work. Please, Have mercy.....